Feel what you need to, then move on - without invalidating what you feel and holding the mindset that every ounce of your progress has been discarded. You’re not always meant to stay high.. that’s merely a myth. There will always be a balance. With vibrating high comes lows. It’s metaphysical nature.

Mourning an old love, a low vibrational love, keeping me down and afraid to love, love…

Restricting me from loving you, the way you need it kind of love

Carrying the weight of deceased love.. that took its toll on my soul..

It’s time to keep it pushing you owe it to your higher self to do so

Today (5/23-24) marks an entire month of consistency understanding and acknowledgment of my higher self.

Given the circumstances things couldn’t happen as planned but it’s all about adapting quickly.

While vibrating on a higher level, I let something of lower self vibrations get me down and while it’s all about balance for me.

I’ve been able to embrace it like those higher moments because I’m not untouchable.

As an expression I have a slight self project based on garden ingestion... garden being my mind and with embracing, it seemed only right to create and release after all that’s where passion stirs from..emotions.

I visited songs that spoke to my core.. most were too much so I’ll keep them to myself.

One that protruded was ‘mourning song’ by serpentwithfeet —

I dissected it and felt it... from the composition to the harmonies, grief, and a sense of melodrama.